I did it!!!! I've taken the first step to separation. Backround: I'm a firm believer in the "it takes a village to raise a child" philosophy. The mix of people we surround our babies with colour the person they become so as parents we choose a rich tapestry of traits that we hope will imbue the people our babies become so is it unreasonable to want to take this approach to my life changes? I think not so I've made contact with an organisation who take a whole person approach to weight management. Does it cost $$$$, some but not nearly what I expected and tbh not anywhere near what I spend on self destructing so win/win right??? It's a 6 month program so no quick fixes in sight and is a mix of qualified professionals and educators with the focus being on wellbeing. I don't want a diet, I can do diets but let's face it diets are a short term fix and I want a long life.
Now for the downside: I don't have my initial appointment for another 2 weeks, have some consideration please, it's taken me a long time to get to the point where I can acknowlege who I am and that I need help, patience is an acquired taste and I've never gotten the flavour.
I'm ready NOW :)
As Buzz would say To Infinity and Beyond